honestly, who could blame you? you were treated like shit, and he had to learn his lesson. you reached a breaking point. but you still regret it, don't you. you would come crawling back if you could, because they're the only friends you have. but you can't. the past is the past, and you don't have any of that "4th wall" bullshit he spoke about. you destroyed the button, so now you are left feeling as a fool - your own choices ruining the only purpose you had; to fool around with friends.